Hello my fellow bloggers,
It has been a while since I last blogged anything at all. Reason for my absence:
Mental health or to put it in simpler terms, extreme anxiety and depression.
I have been severely last few months, not wanting to take part in life. A hard thing for me to grasp as I had started recovering from my long spell of depression yet as quick as that it hit me like a ton of bricks and left me speechless.
I’m always so tired and drained. I feel as if my entire strength has given out on me. Not a good sign is it?
I have been through the mill with tablet changes too. Been taking a new antidepressant for nearly month and I have to say that they have made me worse not better. Everything has increased, including my panic attacks which I get almost everyday as I suffer from Panic Disorder and now to match that my depression is at an all time high.
Not even my writing has been cheering me up and that unnerves me as writing is my life.It’s my passion, my reason for living.
In my time of distress I have written a few poems that are rather dark and in some unexplainable. Writing has always seen me through the dark times and I guess will continue to do so.
Now I have an online blog I would like to share my pain with those who suffer from Depression as I know full well what you are going through.
I have been a depressive sufferer from the age of thirteen. I’m twenty three now.
Ten years is a long time to suffer!
Well, I just wanted you to all know that I will be posting blogs once again and keep you updated on how I feel.
Poems will be coming soon so stay tuned!