I yearn to hear the truth escape from your lips
The reason for why you do things you do
I know your soul is not as tainted as you believe
For when I look at you its like looking at me
You told me that long had you searched for a lover
And then we became one with the other
I completed you and you completed me
But now you have ripped my heart out In front of me
There’s so many things about you that I don’t understand
For when your sober your a different man
Clear headed and a laugh
But now you want to go down a different path
Once again the drink has poisoned your mind
I have lost you to the bottle
Here is another poem that I promised you all.
It is incredibly short but I did write it in a time of Anxiety.
As usual let me know what you think.
Have a good one.
its hard to see,
everything is blurred,
I can’t decipher you from me,
Static vision of a broken television,
Dots and spots,
It was bound to happen.
Hope you are all well.
So I promised you a few poems and so today I bring you one of them.
Remember that these poems I am going to share with you were written during my time of panic attacks and depression. They are very personal to me but I want to share them with you none the less.
Please let me know what you think.
Fear inside my mind.
Waiting there as it bides its time,
rapid breaths and cold sweats,
Fear imagines that I am close to death,
Fear inside my mind,
it claws at my strength
It takes my will to carry on,
Fingers clutch at sweaty sheets,
here comes the heat,
Run away and hide.
The fear it grips at my mind,
It whispers, it whispers.
Poison lies that feeds my pain,
I’m going to die!
I look to the window,
No sound, no sound,
Tears start to fall,
The fear has won it all,
Now I am numb.